Hey, idiot. Slow down.

So, I made this promise to myself. To live life as it comes. To be as... sporadic as possible. Stop caring, really. Do what I gotta do. Do what I wanna do. And what do I do after so long of (at least mostly) staying true to it?

Not only let myself down, but let down a pretty damn good friend.

If you'd only come back, I swear I'd change my mind.

I need someone else to confirm that I made the right decision because quite frankly it doesn't feel like it right now.

You see, I have this insane refund check and a bunch of legally binding papers that I could shred to ribbons.

Damn you, stuffy nose and sore throat! Damn you to hell!